Sometimes...
Sometimes I feel as if the whole world has left me behind. Today is one of those days. I look at what I'm doing with my life, my spare time, my not so spare time, and it all just seems so shallow and useless. Who am I to use this precious time given to me watching tv, reading useless books, whatever. I feel like I'm not doing anything worthwhile. I don't write anything worth reading, I don't sing anything worth singing, I don't say anything worth listening to. Basically I think that I have become a shallow person. "Wherever you go, there you are." Yeah, well I've been stuck where I am for a really long time. I just don't know what to do.
Alone in a room of darkness
My clouds consuming life
No tinkling of laughter
Silence cutting like a knife
Life alone seems daunting
The whole world has moved on
Leaving me alone here
To await the break of dawn
posted by Kyssa at 3/22/2005 01:22:00 PM
2 Comments:
"Silence cutting like a knife" wow nice use of a simile K-diddy dawgie dooooo poo poo head. Mrs. E would so be proud of you. BTW, I totally saw her last Friday at the Guthrie play. She sat by my mom. hehehe, I'm cool. I know. You don't have to tell me. Give me a call if you don't really feel like watching tv. I like watching tv myself. I just don't really know how to anymore b/c I'm so busy. You're just making up for me. You are such a great friend. Luv ya tons sweetie. Call me, we'll do lunch...... k-la ruh rae
Heart you always Kyssa!!
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