I would love nothing more than to apologize for my terrible behavior over the last I don't know how many months. I must admitt that I have been living on the not-so-sunny side of the street lately, and I really regret that it took me this long to figure that out. I am so sorry for taking all of the help you have all offered me and throwing it away and instead choosing to sit on my pity-pot. I have nothing to be sad about. Maybe my family isn't so great and, yeah, school sucks, but I have wonderful friends and had somebody whom I loved and loved me back. I lost that and would sincerely regret loosing anything else because of my extreme selfishness. Thank you all for being here for me. I love you and don't know what I would do without you.

"The Dance"

Looking back on the memory of

The dance we shared 'neath the stars above

For a moment all the world was right

How could I have known that you'd ever say goodbye

And now I'm glad I didn't know

The way it all would end the way it all would go

Our lives are better left to chance

I could have missed the pain

But I'd of had to miss the dance

Holding you I held everything

For a moment wasn't I a king

But if I'd only known how the king would fall

Hey who's to say you know I might have changed it all

And now I'm glad I didn't know

The way it all would end the way it all would go

Our lives are better left to chance

I could have missed the pain

But I'd of had to miss the dance

Yes my life is better left to chance

I could have missed the pain but I'd of had to miss the dance