Confession
I have this strange complex where if I don't have your approval, why, you must hate me or be angry at me or want to get rid of me. I don't know why. It's probably from years of being easily replaced. My whole family did it to me. I've had friends do it to me. I have an issue with trust. But that lack of trust is leading me to push my friends away. I'm so sorry, guys. Usually, I don't even realize when I'm doing it. It just happens and I hate myself for it. I don't realize what I'm doing until it's too late and someone really is mad at me for thinking and assuming things. I just want someone to love me, and I know there are people that do, I'm just ignoring it so I have something to complain about. I'm sorry.
posted by Kyssa at 5/22/2005 12:28:00 PM
2 Comments:
Don't worry. I understand. And I do it too, and so I don't hate you :) Even though you're ignoring that right now, but I don't mind that either. And if I had anytime at all, I would come hang out with you. But I really don't. And I'm sorry.
We need to talk sometime. We'll figure things out--just u and me. Don't u worry. I do have plenty to say though. Be prepared... and be afraid. Be very afraid. jk
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