Finally, I Made A Decision.
I've just made a decision. I'm sick and tired of talking about my feelings. I just want to have fun. Yeah, I have problems. And if they're really bothering me I'm sure there's someone out there who'll be willing to listen. But for now I'm worn out on this whole "feelings" kick everyone is on. We're all trying to find ourselves right now and that's great. I just want to be happy. I've always been happy. Until I started thinking waaaay too much about EVERYTHING!!!!! And now I'm done. I just want to laugh. I want to have fun. Be happy. Be silly. Play video games and swear like a drunken sailor. If you want to talk to me about something that's bothering you, I'm an excellent listener, but don't expect me to spill my guts. It might happen anyway, but don't expect anything. I just want to have fun. I'm going to start. And if you have a problem with that, fine, be that way. But I'm going to be selfish right now. I need to stop seeking everyone's approval all the time. I don't have to be friends with everyone. If you don't like me the way I am that's your problem and your loss. I have some changing to do though, so you can either help by making me laugh or just leaving me alone. I have wonderful friends the way it is and I'm sick of pushing everyone away because I'm moody. So the moral of the story is I'm going to be happy. The End.
posted by Kyssa at 5/28/2005 03:10:00 PM
2 Comments:
Me too. Keeping all our opinions and things that make us unhappy to ourselves is way better. Although not really because then we get all stressed and unhappy from keeping it all stuck inside and never letting anyone know our opinion. And everytime someone does that one thing wrong, we keep getting more and more upset. And we never tell anyone what is making us upset, but then they like us more because we don't complain. But then we hate them more and more and it's just a big mess! GRRR I'll keep mine inside for now...but I don't know if it's the right thing to do. But right now you're right, it does seem like it.
It's not that I'm not going to tell someone when something is really bugging me, it's that I don't want to talk about it all the friggin time. I just want to forget my problems for a while (or at least let other people forget them) and get on with having a fun summer! Yay!
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