Sometimes...

*I was originally going to make an excuse for writing this, then I realized that I don't need to explain myself. Take it however you want.*

I watch.
I long.
I cry.
I need.
I want.
I cry.
I yearn.
I laugh.
I cry.
I play.
I flirt.
I cry.
I sleep.
I dream.
I cry.
I grasp.
I think.
I cry.
I act.
I pout.
I cry.
I ask.
I beg.
I cry.
You leave.
You're gone.
I cry.

...It's been a long day
I want someone to hold me and tell me everything's going to be ok
I want to be needed and loved for being me
I want to be everywhere and nowhere at once
I want to fade away, but I want to shine
I want you to go away but I want you to stay forever
I want to be written about but I want to be forgotten
I want an angel by my side
I can't have what I want
I'm giving up
Nobody wants to hold me and everything's not going to be ok
I'm not loved for who I am
I'm going nowhere
I'm fading away
You're leaving
I'll be forgotten
I don't deserve an angel
It's just one of those days...