Pointless Post.

I don't really know why I'm posting this. I've had this song stuck in my head a lot lately, plus it's a great song by a great band. Maybe this is my feeble attempt to apologize for being a very jealous person. I really have nothing against anyone, I'm just really selfish, I guess. And I'm pushing the most important people in my life away from me because of it. I'm very sorry. It's something I need to work on...Something I've been working on. And terribly enough, I have made improvements, I've just taken another step back. Again. I feel so alone sometimes and I know that I'm not. You can't help how you feel, but you can help when you feel it. And I just happen to voice my opinions at the wrong time. I can't apologize enough. And I guess I'd better stop pissing people off before they decide that they can't accept my apologies anymore. That would be a sad day. You all mean so much to me. Probably too much. I would be very sad to lose any of you because of something I did. All I'm asking is for forgiveness.

I'm bad at saying it, but I really love you guys. You've all helped me through a lot, whether you know it or not.

I'm coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go
I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside
I never...I never...I never...I never...

Goodbye and thanks for all the fish.