Sweet Release
I've had an amazing week so far. I've realized so many wonderful things, the most important being the fact that I am so happy with where I am in my life. I've made some bad decisions, yes, but I've learned a lot from those decisions and the consequences.
I've also realized that I don't need you guys to be happy. Sure, I WANT you to be around. I truly want you to be part of my happiness. But I don't need you anymore. Why? Because I MAKE MYSELF HAPPY! I haven't felt that way in a long time. I hope that you want to be a part of that happiness, but if you don't I promise I will survive. I'm going to stop dwelling on the crappy things in life...Stop sweating the small stuff. That's what got me into this situation in the first place.
Today I learned. Today I went to a job that I really do love, no matter how much I complain. Today I want to have friends. But today I don't need them. Today I make myself happy. Today I will be the master of my emotions. Today I will smile, no matter what monsters come out of the darkness. Today I will cry tears of joy.
Today I found hope. Hope for me. Hope for you. Hope for today and all of my tomorrows. I'm not going to let you, or me for that matter, bring me down. Because I'm up and I'm staying here. Come join me. The view's great from up here.
I've also realized that I don't need you guys to be happy. Sure, I WANT you to be around. I truly want you to be part of my happiness. But I don't need you anymore. Why? Because I MAKE MYSELF HAPPY! I haven't felt that way in a long time. I hope that you want to be a part of that happiness, but if you don't I promise I will survive. I'm going to stop dwelling on the crappy things in life...Stop sweating the small stuff. That's what got me into this situation in the first place.
Today I learned. Today I went to a job that I really do love, no matter how much I complain. Today I want to have friends. But today I don't need them. Today I make myself happy. Today I will be the master of my emotions. Today I will smile, no matter what monsters come out of the darkness. Today I will cry tears of joy.
Today I found hope. Hope for me. Hope for you. Hope for today and all of my tomorrows. I'm not going to let you, or me for that matter, bring me down. Because I'm up and I'm staying here. Come join me. The view's great from up here.
posted by Kyssa at 6/22/2005 09:59:00 AM
5 Comments:
(Jesse really said nithing after reading the post he simply pushed his chair back.....stood up and began clapping.)
good job Kyssa.
tHe MADhatTer
way to be. props home dawg. keep this attitude.
Yay. Good. I'm so happy for you that you don't even know. Self happiness is the best feeling ever! And I want to be part of your happiness of course :) Cuz you're super fun happy (and not happy too, but then not happy is just sucks).
So yay for today for you.
yay for kyssa. I'm proud of you. when I get back, we'll be happy together :)
:)
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