I Know
I know sometimes I'm all gloom and doom. I know sometimes I'm not myself. But the important part is that it's only sometimes. I know in some posts, you may be thinking there's something wrong with me. And I'm sure there is. But no need to worry, not that you would. I'll be fine. It's just that sometimes I feel all alone in the crowd. And I also know I'm not the only one who feels that way. I know that I'm not the only one who gets down on themselves sometimes. I know I'll feel better in a little bit. I know I have lots of friends, but do lots of friends have me? Weird question, but I think you know what I mean. I know I think too much, but is anyone out there thinking about me? Why do I care? I know I shouldn't. But I do. I can't help it.
The point of this post is to say that even though I seem down and depressed when I blog, I'm not like that all the time. When I'm happy, I'm not just pretending. (Most of the time.) And when I'm sad, it happens to be when I have some time and decide to write about it. I know I'm not the only one who does that. So if I'm down, let me be alone for a bit or flash me one of your beautiful smiles. I don't really care. I'll make myself happy again, but it never hurts to have a little help.
The point of this post is to say that even though I seem down and depressed when I blog, I'm not like that all the time. When I'm happy, I'm not just pretending. (Most of the time.) And when I'm sad, it happens to be when I have some time and decide to write about it. I know I'm not the only one who does that. So if I'm down, let me be alone for a bit or flash me one of your beautiful smiles. I don't really care. I'll make myself happy again, but it never hurts to have a little help.
posted by Kyssa at 7/11/2005 07:56:00 PM
2 Comments:
oh, kyssa. when you need someone to flash you a beautiful smile, you know who to call ;)
I totally know what you mean by wondering if anyone is thinking about you. Because I know I think about some people much much more than they think about me, including people who are on the top of my list of friends. And you notice when you do something nice for someone and put a lot of effort into it, and then they don't do anything for you. Such as a bday. If you worked hard on a bday present, and then they never got you anything, it's sad. But after a while you realize that they do care, they just suck at showing it. And they might not think about you as much, but they don't think about anyone. Do not worry. I'm sure there are a few people you care too much about, but people care about you too :)
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