Somedays, I wish I was a runner. Today is one of those days.
Today I just feel like I should go for a run, but I know if I did, 10 minutes later I would be dying. Gasping for air. Chest caving in. Muscles burning. Head pounding. I really shouldn't run. Things just get worse. But today I feel like running. I've been itching to run. Longer than you think. Running from everything. Escaping into my own little world. A world were I don't need to feel loved. Where I don't need anybody else. A place where I can be free from needing you. A place where my mind can be free from every other thought except the feeling of my feet pounding the pavement. Where I can stop thinking this way. Where I can start thinking clearly.
Somedays, I wish I was a runner. Today is one of those days.
Today I just feel like I should go for a run, but I know if I did, 10 minutes later I would be dying. Gasping for air. Chest caving in. Muscles burning. Head pounding. I really shouldn't run. Things just get worse. But today I feel like running. I've been itching to run. Longer than you think. Running from everything. Escaping into my own little world. A world were I don't need to feel loved. Where I don't need anybody else. A place where I can be free from needing you. A place where my mind can be free from every other thought except the feeling of my feet pounding the pavement. Where I can stop thinking this way. Where I can start thinking clearly.
Somedays, I wish I was a runner. Today is one of those days.
posted by Kyssa at 8/04/2005 12:34:00 PM
2 Comments:
10 minutes... dang, longer than i would last running. i saw trent wagge running today. damn he's hot! wash board stomach, oh yah. i should've jumped his bones rite then but i needed to get back to "work" plus i wouldnt have caught him anywayz... *tear*
running is fun. I wouldn't have it any other way.
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