MIA
I spose it's time for a real post, huh?
So life is really "eh" right now. Mostly I read books and magazines, sleep, watch tv and some movies, and I've done a few puzzles. And while the time I have spent with other people always proves to be fun, I'm just not in the mood sometimes. Exciting? I think not. The thing is, I could totally change that. I know a few people that would hang out with me if I called. I'm just feeling unmotivated. Oh well. It's just a phase. Hopefully. On to other news. I'll be working at the daycare again this summer...Woot? Something like that. But I have no idea what kind of hours I'll be getting since they don't get anything done there and still don't have summer schedules figured out yet. Lame. I'm also thinking of working at Cendant. I've heard the job kinda sucks and whatnot, but it's money and it's a job so it'll do for the summer.
As for my plans for this fall: I have no fucking idea. Pardon my language, but if you want to stay on my good side, don't ask what I'm doing in the fall. I'm just really frustrated with the whole situation. Do I want to go back to school there? There's nothing that great about Concordia anymore. Do I want to keep going to college? Well, I'm pretty sure that one's a yes. What else would I do? Be a bum, that's what. I've been tossing around the idea of massage therapy again, but part of me is saying that that's a job anyone can do and I could do better and it's not a REAL job blah blah blah. It's really hard because I want to make decisions and plans but at the same time I don't want to think about it. I spose I'll have to face the music someday, but I think that today is not that day.
I guess that's about it for now. Nothing special or groundbreaking, just life.
So life is really "eh" right now. Mostly I read books and magazines, sleep, watch tv and some movies, and I've done a few puzzles. And while the time I have spent with other people always proves to be fun, I'm just not in the mood sometimes. Exciting? I think not. The thing is, I could totally change that. I know a few people that would hang out with me if I called. I'm just feeling unmotivated. Oh well. It's just a phase. Hopefully. On to other news. I'll be working at the daycare again this summer...Woot? Something like that. But I have no idea what kind of hours I'll be getting since they don't get anything done there and still don't have summer schedules figured out yet. Lame. I'm also thinking of working at Cendant. I've heard the job kinda sucks and whatnot, but it's money and it's a job so it'll do for the summer.
As for my plans for this fall: I have no fucking idea. Pardon my language, but if you want to stay on my good side, don't ask what I'm doing in the fall. I'm just really frustrated with the whole situation. Do I want to go back to school there? There's nothing that great about Concordia anymore. Do I want to keep going to college? Well, I'm pretty sure that one's a yes. What else would I do? Be a bum, that's what. I've been tossing around the idea of massage therapy again, but part of me is saying that that's a job anyone can do and I could do better and it's not a REAL job blah blah blah. It's really hard because I want to make decisions and plans but at the same time I don't want to think about it. I spose I'll have to face the music someday, but I think that today is not that day.
I guess that's about it for now. Nothing special or groundbreaking, just life.
posted by Kyssa at 5/23/2006 01:55:00 PM
4 Comments:
Well if I was in town I'd hang out with you. But I'm in mpls again...until tomorrow (wed) so then we can hang out and go see xmen 3 of course! I think a raised eyebrow would be ':/
sounds like a great summer....hehe. I hope it gets better. As for next year, i hope you figure it out. You know wed love to have you back. I hope life works out for ya! Have a great day!!
*hug luv*
you know if you feel like hanging out I'm there, and if not, that's cool too. even if all you want to do is sit and stare into space I'm up for that. I've been in a weird mood lately and I'm not really sure what's up with it. I can't really explain it, and I'm sorry if I've pissed you off or anything. love you, and hope things get figured out for you.
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